I’m often most frustrated at my diabetes when I’m forced to multi-task between it and several other things. I am a proponent of single-tasking in order to really give things the proper attention they deserve and in order to provide a greater focus to a task. However, sometimes life makes you juggle a few more balls than you’d like.
This week my son has been dealing with strep throat and because he has a twin sister and a diabetic mother, the week has been kind of nutty. It has been a never ending stream of separating the babies so the other doesn’t get strep and disinfecting everything from the ground up about 3 feet (which is a lot of disinfecting!), trying to remember when pain medicine and antibiotic was given, cooking food for each meal only to find son won’t eat it, and last but not least, trying to keep on top of blood sugars even in the midst of feeling under the weather.
Yesterday I carried both my kids for 30 minutes (50 pounds in total) because they were crying pretty dramatically and finally when I thought my arms would burn off I decided to let them cry on the floor as I tested my sugar. It was 32. I’m sensitive to my children’s crying so much so that I separate logic and emotions and sometimes skip a diabetes related task just trying to comfort them. That 32 snapped me out of that!
Still, I felt immensely frustrated because the diabetes was in the way of my mothering and I didn’t want it to be. And what if something had happened to me? I was alone! Well, later that day Alex came home early to help and my mother came back over (she came by that morning as well). Three adults and two babies and it was still plenty hectic. At least I could test at this point without a baby trying to grab my meter and run with it.
Something else has been bothering me this week…I’ve spotted a bug twice in two days that I’ve never seen before (and I’ve lived here well over two decades!) At first I think, “A spider? no…a giant stink bug? no…an evil praying mantis?” My husband, whom I affectionately refer to as “animal planet” felt he knew what this was and captured the 1.5 inch long creature in a jar and after a little research we discovered the bug to be a blood sucking, disease carrying, “assassin bug”. Supposedly these bugs are bed bugs if they get in your house and like to come out every couple days and fill up on animal or human blood for about 15-20 minutes. I’m confused because why have I seen two in two days? Husband and wife? And why in Virginia? They’re also called “kissing” bugs. Did they hear Virginia is for lovers? Apparently they are commonly found in Mexico, Central America, and South America. In the US they’re found in Florida and Arizona more than anywhere else (which makes sense) but, why have they come way up here? Doesn’t matter…what matters is this thing is a vampire and looks like this:
Sleep well tonight…. :)