I held my breathe for the last week or so because of my annual eye exam. I’m happy to report that after almost 17 years with type 1 diabetes I’m still hanging on to eye health. I breathed out a long sigh of relief that literally lifted my headache away.
My pressure decreased in both eyes just as it did last year which tells me to more or less keep doing what I’m doing. There are no signs of the 2 faint blood vessels spotted two and a half years ago during my twin pregnancy which makes me happy but also proves to me how delicate a balance this all is.
A little extra pressure or strain, a little bodily stress and that’s all it takes to get the ball rolling on some damage? It’s a tough pill to swallow but it makes me that much more aware of how important small daily decisions are. Of course, the doctor always reminds me that with time I’m likely to meet some obstacles but she has a great point when she says not to worry because worrying is pointless, what matters is what we do with the present. And currently I’m working hard to maintain good blood sugar management. That’s the best any of us can do.
On different but related note, I realized I’m probably considered close to being legally blind-vision wise. I have also realized that no matter how cute my glasses frames are, they can never hide the extreme chunkiness of the lens and as a result I’m extremely grateful for contact lenses. A sigh of relief there, too. See? It’s not always about diabetes. :)